Wednesday, May 30, 2012

::anywhere but here::


Yesterday was not a fun day.  

Matt and I spent a large part of it in day surgery.  He had his tonsils out.  It wasn't fun.  I don't handle these kinds of things all that well.  I tend to get really nervous, and all my nervous tends to come out in tears.  There were lots of tears.  I'm sure the nurse thought I was nuts.  She kept asking me if I was ok.   I'm sure she was thinking, "Jeez, lady, it's just tonsils!!"  I felt a little dumb. 

What made it worse was that after the surgery was done, the dr. came to talk to me to tell me how it went.  He said it went well, and that those nasty things HAD to come out.  We had mentioned to him that we were a little nervous about something a little more serious might be going on other than just chronic tonsillitis and strep and that maybe they should be biopsied.  He said that he didn't think so but that he'd take a look at them while he was operating and had them out and see what he thought, but that a biopsy is likely not necessary.  When he talked to me post op, he said that he did want to have them biopsied.  I asked why.  He said he just doesn't' like them.  He wants them looked at closer to make sure there's not anything else going on.  I'm scared.  So is Matt.  Somehow it's more scary when a doctor wants a biopsy vs a patient asking for one.  We hope everything comes back normal.

He's doing well...I guess.  His throat is sore.  But he's feeling pretty good considering.  He says he can breathe better already, so that's good.

We have a few other issues to address before we're all done with him, and they could all be related to the constant infections in his tonsils, or no.  We don't know.  There's more work to be done.  

Extra thoughts and prayers his way might be helpful.
:)

::Port's kindergarten program::



A couple of weeks ago, we went to Port's end-of-the-year kindergarten program.  The theme was "See Us Shine."  They sang a bunch of songs, did some awesome sign language (especially Port :) ), some actions, a little dancing (not Port), and showed us all a bit of what they learned during the year.  It was fun.  I have to say my favorite part was hearing him sing his ABC's backwards!  I just love that :)



Here's a little vid of the morning performance (which is kind of their dress rehearsal).  The video is mostly for my own documentation and for the grandparents who didn't get to attend, so if you don't want to watch all 8 1/2 minutes of it (which is actually condensed), I won't be offended :)  Port's on the first row of the risers.  Second from the left.
(It was me, Bubb and Ave.  My videoing skills aren't that great anyway, but they're especially not that great when I have Ave pulling on my pants and dropping things that I have to pick up.)


It was a fun night.  I love watching anything the kids do.  
We appreciate all the grandparents who came to support Portie :]